Old Photos

Today I decided to finally get off my butt and organize my portfolio worthy photos, so I can take them in to print. This is not an easy task, as I have tons of them...literally. If .Jpg's were paper, my computer would fall through the floor. I started with my most recent photos and worked my way back. After a few hours I made it to March 2004. It's been almost 2 years. Wow! Where has the time gone? It's funny how you forget so easily sometimes, especially the things that plagued you and pushed you down. There before me was an evening I had blurred from my memory. There are so many things wrapped into that evening. The x-boyfriend who tormented my soul and made me question who I really was in this world. The smile on my face covering the emotional roller coaster he put me through. The long time friend who recently decided he would rather remain angry at himself then continue our friendship. The girl who puked chewed up cherries and Vodka all over my car. My car that I gave away to the person who is no longer my friend. The bar that filled my lungs with smoke and made me proud not to fit in with its patrons. 2 years ago seems like an eternity. So much has changed; everything inside March 2004 has changed. With a blink of an eye the last photo passed over my screen and suddenly I forgot what I was searching for. Whatever it was, it is not in this folder. Syanara old times.